So...Yesterday between the times 11:15-11:45 I went to get my hair cut. But I didn't just get it cut...I got it cut...OFF! That's right. I love it. I looked at a picture in the book, and said,"Do you think that would look good with my naturally curly hair? I think so...So yeah, that is what I want! So, yup! I did it. 6 inches off the back, and only like 2 in front! It looks good curly or straight. So, if you keep checking in I will post picks soon!!
Words of wisdom from me:
It's only fun to sing and dance in the rain when it's warm...NOT COLD!!
Love Always!
Lily *Muah*
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
A Much Better Blog! LOL!
Okay...So, I swear this will be much better and a little bit longer than my one and only last blog. So, I am at work pulling an all nighter (Thank the Lord Jesus for coffee!), and I can't I can't help but think about my life! I love that I am engaged and planning my wedding. I love that I have started a new job that has WAY fewer hours and gives me the opportunities for a life and a future career. I also love that I have started selling the best candles ever known to man, but for some reason I have had a lot on my mind. Not happy, but sad. I don't quite know if it's sadness as much as guilt, or that I am still mourning the death of a very close friend. Whatever the reason I can't stand it and I need to figure out what the heck is wrong with me.
For the last...Oh, 3 months or so, I have been having some dreams/nightmares if you will about my very close friend who passed away at the end of June. I thought I was doing pretty good until his birthday rolled around. I had no one to call up and sing happy birthday too. So, like I normally do when I get upset I cleaned. I decided to clean out my desk drawer that has crap in it dating all the way back to the 6th grade (I think there were a couple of things in there from like grade school). Anyhow, I start to go through all this stuff when I found some notes that were so intricately designed. I opened one of them up, and low and behold it was from one of my all time bestest friends (The one who passed) and I read it along with the other two. I remember the days that I received each note, and where I was when I read them. It was almost like I was back there in high school, and he always used to tell me not to forget to call him even if I didn't need help with my homework that is the excuse that I could use if I needed to. And how he ended each note with something hilarious that we had come up with. I know he wrote me more than three times, but those are the only ones I found, and even though I really wanted to I didn't allow myself to cry. So, a week passed and I became very bitter and angry. I wanted somebody to just hit me, I wanted them to hurt me because maybe that pain would help me to feel better somehow. And all through this I was wishing that my Hunny Bunny was still a phone call away because I know she would be one of the only people to make me feel better. But she is traveling, and I do miss her and hope that she is doing well! After another week past my birthday came along, and it was pretty good, but I still was sad inside. My heart was still aching. And this morning I had a dream about my friend of when he died. I cried in my dream, then I woke up and was crying...I pray that God will help me cope, and help me to know that everything is okay. I feel a little bit better already. Oh, and I can't forget to give a TREMENDOUS thanks to my fiancee Justin! Without him I would have literally gone like insane! And wouldn't you know it, that drawer still has all that crap in it. I never did clean it out. I just shoved everything back in there, but now is not the time to worry about cleaning it out just yet. A little more healing needs to happen!
So, now that's out of the way I feel much better. And I can tell you kids a little about wedding plans thus far. Our colors are turquoise and silver. Perfect for the women because we are all like bass...You know attracted to shiny things. And I am not sure if I should settle for 4 bridesmaids or 5 (That one is up to you Hunny Bunny. Do you want to be a bridesmaid or the harpist!! Your choice). And we want either just the reception to be just at Bonnyville Mills or both the ceremony and reception to be there. We are still trying to figure that one out! So, that is a pretty happier note. So, I say farewell!!
But before I go I leave you with these words of wisdom:
Always remember that eating too much cheese from that marvelous cheese ball will indeed bind you up! So, Activia yogurt is suggested!
And don't let your friends slip away, no matter how far, always take time for them. Whether it be a post card, a voice mail, an e-mail, a phone call, or an IM. Always let them know you are thinking of them!
Love Always!
Lily *Muah*
For the last...Oh, 3 months or so, I have been having some dreams/nightmares if you will about my very close friend who passed away at the end of June. I thought I was doing pretty good until his birthday rolled around. I had no one to call up and sing happy birthday too. So, like I normally do when I get upset I cleaned. I decided to clean out my desk drawer that has crap in it dating all the way back to the 6th grade (I think there were a couple of things in there from like grade school). Anyhow, I start to go through all this stuff when I found some notes that were so intricately designed. I opened one of them up, and low and behold it was from one of my all time bestest friends (The one who passed) and I read it along with the other two. I remember the days that I received each note, and where I was when I read them. It was almost like I was back there in high school, and he always used to tell me not to forget to call him even if I didn't need help with my homework that is the excuse that I could use if I needed to. And how he ended each note with something hilarious that we had come up with. I know he wrote me more than three times, but those are the only ones I found, and even though I really wanted to I didn't allow myself to cry. So, a week passed and I became very bitter and angry. I wanted somebody to just hit me, I wanted them to hurt me because maybe that pain would help me to feel better somehow. And all through this I was wishing that my Hunny Bunny was still a phone call away because I know she would be one of the only people to make me feel better. But she is traveling, and I do miss her and hope that she is doing well! After another week past my birthday came along, and it was pretty good, but I still was sad inside. My heart was still aching. And this morning I had a dream about my friend of when he died. I cried in my dream, then I woke up and was crying...I pray that God will help me cope, and help me to know that everything is okay. I feel a little bit better already. Oh, and I can't forget to give a TREMENDOUS thanks to my fiancee Justin! Without him I would have literally gone like insane! And wouldn't you know it, that drawer still has all that crap in it. I never did clean it out. I just shoved everything back in there, but now is not the time to worry about cleaning it out just yet. A little more healing needs to happen!
So, now that's out of the way I feel much better. And I can tell you kids a little about wedding plans thus far. Our colors are turquoise and silver. Perfect for the women because we are all like bass...You know attracted to shiny things. And I am not sure if I should settle for 4 bridesmaids or 5 (That one is up to you Hunny Bunny. Do you want to be a bridesmaid or the harpist!! Your choice). And we want either just the reception to be just at Bonnyville Mills or both the ceremony and reception to be there. We are still trying to figure that one out! So, that is a pretty happier note. So, I say farewell!!
But before I go I leave you with these words of wisdom:
Always remember that eating too much cheese from that marvelous cheese ball will indeed bind you up! So, Activia yogurt is suggested!
And don't let your friends slip away, no matter how far, always take time for them. Whether it be a post card, a voice mail, an e-mail, a phone call, or an IM. Always let them know you are thinking of them!
Love Always!
Lily *Muah*
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Introductions!
Well, I have just started a new job which I totally Love!!! And next May 29th, I am engaged to be married to the best man that I am TOTALLY in Love with!!! So, I will definitely write more later!
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